29 January 2008

chai latte with a side of depression



well, i'm sitting in starbucks. and well, i have nothing significant to say.

had to get out of the house. the satellite tv is out and therefore my family is hostile. i don't really feel like getting into details. just know that the 'vibrations were getting nasty.' as i was leaving my home, my brother and father were attempting to reposition the satellite on the roof. obviously they cannot wait for daylight. obviously they cannot entertain themselves for a few short hours.

i went to the fabric store with my mom today. bought fabric for the dress that i have been looking to make. i think it's going to come out as more of a tunic. a mustard-yellow tunic at that. damn joann's fabrics and their slim selection of knit cotton jerseys. also bought materials to sew my laptop a little sleeve. got a really cute print of nesting dolls on a black background. i'm lining the inside in a bright blue. anyways, got home, pieced everything together, got ready to sew...and for whatever reason, my very antique sewing machine couldn't handle the two layers of woven cotton print and two layers of medium thickness batting. guess i'll have to wait till i go to my mom's house. when i do finish though, it will be fantastic. and i will post photos. if anybody cares.

and now eddie's mad at me. apparently i'm a 'bitch' and he's getting 'tired' of it. he seriously is the most sensitive guy whom i have ever met. no sarcasm what-so-ever flies with him. unless he's in the right mood. oh well.

heyyyyy...i should have brought my headphones. but i think the goodness of this chai latte makes up for my forgetfulness. sorry i'm whining. i don't know what else to do. my life feels so pointless right now.

and by the way stupid girl on myspace...ganja does not kill.

4 comments:

Megan said...

I adore you. And I hope things even out for you.

I apologize for the bland response, but I suppose I just don't know you well enough for anything better.

Monica said...

I'm sorry you're feeling so down. If it's any consolation, I have never felt more miserable. Jordan moved back to California last night. Well, he's still driving. But regardless, he is gone. :(

Hope things get better for you.

tolvaire said...

Babe I love you so much. Please cheer up. It kills me when you're upset. Tomorrow is another day, and it'll be much better, and I'll still love you the next day, and the next, and the next, and the next...times infinity <3

Olivia said...

i hope you feel better

are you all out my that hash i gives you?