fast lane

question of the day:
why do people always use the self checkout
lines at walmart when they either:

a) have ridiculous quantities of items and/or
b) have no idea how to follow directions or possess no common sense

and then people "b" proceed to get upset with the computer and/or the closest walmart employee only extending the amount of time they are taking to purchase their groceries.
my sleeping schedule has become severely fucked. and without valid reason.
i guess it's not my fault that i am a 'night person'. time for bed after a few cigarettes.
i was supposed to go with my mom to the fabric warehouses in dallas this morning but apparently found falling asleep on the couch more appealing. (that might be a good thing as i was falling asleep while taking my sisters to school this morning)
i am hoping to find some pretty specific fabrics in order to somewhat reproduce this BCBG dress i saw at the end of last season. not too much of an undertaking. anyways, i guess my mom and i will be going next week, thanks to my sleeping habits. or lack thereof.

i will probably add onto this later. bed.

salvia divinorum

we smoked some salvia. the result was something totally new to me. i cannot quite recall what it was like during the experience. all i remember was being uncomfortable for feeling much more high than i assumed everyone else felt and then feeling much less high than i assumed everyone else felt. afterwards, sitting in waffle house with eddie, ryan and josh, i had a strange sense of rebirth. as though from that moment, i was a new person with a new life and a new outlook and a new purpose.i found myself longing for spring. longing to walk into a lush, long-grassed field barefoot. longing to strip off all of my clothes and lay down in the the thickest of the grass. the sun soaking into my bones. and never get up.

happy anniversary edward.